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Date: Monday, June 1, 2009 Time: 7:50 PM Band tomorrow .
I still have faith in Band ; that we'll tide through this , but ... i don't have faith in myself anymore . i don't look forward to band as much as i used to ; im losing th hyper-ness about Band which i used to have .. Did i make a mistake in joining Band ? i don't think so ; cause i know i still love band . but .. i feel so freaking lousy . im not good enough . im not . but ive to try . at least . i don't wanna let people down anymore ... it hurts enough alr . Having Math Olympiad too , I wanna flunk it . i don't have any freaking mood to do th stupid freaking paper , those kind of competitions are for geniuses , not failures like me . Currently freaking moodless . Let's hope it's due to moodswings . |