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Date: Saturday, July 4, 2009 Time: 9:26 PM
I MISS FULL BAND UBER UBER LOADSXZ !! Lols ... ii miss fooling around with qing ren , I MISS QM-ing !!! LIU SI TING , YOUR JUNIOR HERE MISSES YOU A LOT A LOT A LOT !! ;D Hahahas . Yesterday , was "band-ing" with Howard , Steadstead Chelsea , Aiai ZhiYing , Laopo Celia , YewLeng {ohkay larh i stop calling you Christmas tree liao larhs .. LOLLS} and BoJiang , BJ likes Thomas a lot lehs , keep on sticking to him when we playing { but the purpose was actually to blast the eupho sound in his ear ._. LOLLS .. I think .} We all helped Howard and Chelsea do up the notice board , see we all so good !! ;D Hahahas . But like half th time i was slacking , and slacked in QM room , talked girl stuff with TheoTheo {JIE !} , Celia {Laopo} and ZhiYing {Aiai} . hahas . Shhhhs , cannot say what we were talking about , hehsxz ! I realised that I can't pitch well =/ On my clarinet =/ LOLLS . Maybe it was because i was scared , cause I was like solo-ing on NCC song for the first part ... -.-" Then the sound like very weird liddat .. Cause i somehow or rather , went out of breath ._. LOLLS . Thomas said i sound ohkayyy ... WAH . He actually shocked me , cause he suddenly come up to me ... I was like , THOMAS ! I TOLD YOU YOU'RE SCARY ! ._. LOLLS . Laopo and Aiai agree with me lehs ! ;D Hahahas ;D Cause he also shocked aiai -.- Lols ... Then i say he's scary ~.~ Then he was like giving me that , What did i even do ?! look . Super funny . Combo was having their prac marhs ;D Hahahhas . Anyways . FRANCIS MICAH LAW SINGS WELL ! ._. Shocking , but true . LOLLS . Hehs . I miss the -go home together- gang lehs . Today no school , no band ): Lols . I miss my steadstead , aiai , laopo , and nice nice senior YewLeng ! Hahahahhas ;D H1N1 FASTER GO AWAY LEHS ! I WANT BAND BACK !!!!! I want go NCC HQ ! Supposed to have prac thr but kept being cancelled -.-" H1N1 I DON'T LIKE YOU , FASTER GO AWAYYYYY !!!! Hahahahs ;D Ahhhhhhhhhs . Uberrr tired , haven't been sleeping enough yeah . It was really tempting to sleep in class =/ And , at times , i did .. But i really couldn't control myself , if i could i wouldn't ! I listen in class one k ! ;D Hahahas .At least , i try to , if not , i go through the lessons at home when im doing revision , SEE I SO GUAI ! ;D Hahahahas . ;D Ohkay ohkay , i won't be crapping anymore , so I shall end here (: E.stherrr.♥ just want to say a biggggg thankkkieeuu to these few people ; Laopo Aiai Steadstead Yewleng Thanks for being there for me , if i hadn't made th promise to you all , i don't know how many ugly scars I'd have ended up with . It wasn't cause of the recent past , it was cause of the past a little not that long ago , I'm still wondering why I'd believed in fairytales , i knew they didn't exist ._. Why was i so stupid , fairytales are just nothing but lies , nothing but fiction which makes love hurt more , even though i don't really am affected much by the recent , Yes , Im long over the past , memories fading away , but , it still lingers in my mind , why did i love him so much ? Yes , I've been sad , but it simply wasn't cause of the recent , Maybe it didn't mean so much to me in the first place , to be exact , i don't even know what's bugging me ._. When will be th time that i'm finally able to let go of the long-ago past to love a guy with all of my heart . But i just realised , Some guys are just nothing but jerks . Would i be able to love a guy , the way i loved th first ? I don't know anymore I guess i'll let things go and take things easy . As love come as it goes , I'll learn to let go . And thankiieuu Qing Ren Si Ting for cheering me up toos ! ;D |